smile like you mean it, & let yourself let go

some drink to remember
some to forget
some for satisfaction
some for regret.

When words become unclear, I shall focus on photographs.
When images become inadequate, I shall be content with silence.
Silence it is.

Life is like a box of crayons. Most people are the 8-color boxes, but what you're really looking for are the 64-color boxes with the sharpeners on the back. I fancy myself to be a 64-color box, though I've got a few missing. It's ok though, because I've got some more vibrant colors like periwinkle at my disposal. I have a bit of a problem though in that I can only meet the 8-color boxes. Does anyone else have that problem? I mean there are so many different colors of life, of feeling, of articulation.. so when I meet someone who's an 8-color type.. I'm like, "hey girl, magenta!" and she's like, "oh, you mean purple!" and she goes off on her purple thing, and I'm like, "no - I want magenta!" - john mayer.

What a splendid day!

Fight club was a good book, I really enjoyed Mr Chuck Palahniuk.
Fight club is currently on my Movies to watch, along with The boy in the striped pyjamas, Hotel Rwanda, Juno, Hard candy, etc...
I also want to watch documentaries.
Maybe I should invest in some dvds, or alternatively I could appeal to friends who are visiting countries with pirated alternatives.

Hull vs Stoke on tv now, how unexciting.
I do quite enjoy the motor gp though,
especially the way they  chase their bikes after falling off,
I don't know whether to admire their guts, or to call them crazy,
both maybe?

My knee has been giving me problems,
Maybe I shall try accupuncture? ;D

After one year in VJC,
I still find myself dissastisfied with the relationships that have been formed.
I do have new friends and all,
but I just wish that sometimes people would show more to them,
be real, maybe,
then again,
I should look at myself as well.

Will be in england in just under two weeks,
rather excited to see everyone together.
If only my dad's family was as together.

Brace face?

I love art.

Planning for my future,
is scaring the shit out of me.

I need a post promo plan.

I am going to be favourite granddaughter.

I need a new outfit.

I want to read good books/poetry.

I should be studying,
and i should learn to differentiate between needs and wants.

Definately, need to promote.

wants to play some ultimate.

Grumpy old men is fucking funny, youtube it.

I hate that people think its all so good, because personally I'm dissapointed. 

Singfest was the bomb, my ears are still ringing. Good times. 
School today was good, it didn't say "this sucks" once to celeste!
PE was triple recess periods. 
English was cake and "let's go for desert treat in the canteen" :O ?! :D
And my oh my Emath haha, our table has serious fengshui. 

I have alot to do, but they're taking a backseat because im a lazy sucker.

I think ebay.com can become my 11th friend. 

What's the difference between life and a penis,
Life is always hard. 

Fighting for peace is like procreating(muals') for virginity.

Five hundred twenty-five thousand
Six hundred minutes
How do you measure a year?
In daylights, in sunsets, in midnights,
In cups of coffee, in inches, in miles, in laughter, in strife.
How do you measure a year?

Camera Film.
Kodak Gold bright sun 100 35mm colour print film ($3)
Kodak Gold bright sun 200 35mm colour print film  ($3)
Kodak Elite Chrone 35mm film for coloured slides ($3)
Kodak Professional Black and White negative film ($4)
Ilford Delta Professional Black and White film ($4) 

  Nikon F100 Body Only 35mm Film Camera  




$350